confessions of a tall awkward teen

the noises I have to deal with in the morning are ridiculous

sigh… #ALSIceBucketChallenge

here we go again, my sister is mad at me for something i didn’t know i did wrong. I guess i have to apologize for being asleep and not hearing the doorbell… like really bitch you wanna get mad at me for stupid things like that? BITCH PLEASE GO FUCK YOURSELF.

MY (TECHNICALLY) FIRST DAY

well… i just finished my first day at work and it was…. long. All we did was sit in the break room and sign papers and talk about the policies and stuff. I’m feeling a bit overwhelmed with all the information but I hope to adjust soon.

but for now i’m scared for the future.


goodnight.

I AM EMPLOYED

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OLD NAVY OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG YES OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG MONEY

that awkward moment when you are attracted to an actor that resembles a family friend…. oh god.


#manish dayal

MY PERFECT GUY

i feel like i’ve already done this before but here it is (because i’m feeling bored and pretty depressed about life right now)

PHYSICALITY:

  • height: 5”10’ and beyond
  • weight: i don’t really care as long as they aren’t like really fat
  • skin colour: brown, white, it doesn’t really matter to me. Except for black. I DON’T KNOW. Even though i’m black, i feel like black guys are really ghetto and really disrespectful to women. If i meet a black guy that is sweet and actually respects me then i’ll change my mind.
  • nationality: to be honest i would prefer an indian guy but i mean at this point there’s not point in being picky. Just whoever comes around. If they happen to be indian then that’s a bonus
  • hair colour: doesn’t matter (but not ginger? idk i can’t imagine myself with a ginger guy…or a blond for that matter)
  • eye colour: honestly don’t care
  • penis size: OH GOD I DON’T EVEN WANT TO KNOW OR CARE. THAT IS DISGUSTING. (i’m such a child i know)
  • beard or no beard: whatever looks better is fine with me
  • muscular or nah: I HATE LIKE SUPER MUSCULAR CHUNKING GUYS (e.g. Devin on BB16, Caleb is the one exception because he is sexy and is a really sweet guy). I like guys that are fit and have a bit of muscle but not overboard (e.g. Cody on BB16)
  • hair or no hair: I think i would prefer no hair like on the body, i think it just looks cleaner and sexier…tehe
  • extras: nice smile, nice butt, soft hands and skin

PERSONALITY:

  • has to be hilarious, smart (but not scientist smart), sweet, respectful, honest, loves to cook, has to love my jokes, 

MISC:

  • good sense of style

I dont get why its important to know if there were U.S. citizens on the Malaysian plane that crashed today. Almost 300 people died no matter what. They all lost their lives. People are people no matter where they lived. I just don’t get it.

post concert depression

i went to the onerepublic concert on june 22 and i still miss it. It was my first concert so understandably i would never forget it but still i miss it so much!

i’m really excited for the one direction concert tho in a couple weeks! i’m just really nervous about all of the screaming fans in stadium. I’m afraid i’m gonna go deaf loool :/